Bogged down

The causes her to stir but she just moans a little and shifts getting comfortable again.

he looks round spotting her and smiling softly rolling over the sleep made him feel less dizzy but his insides still feel like mush he fwaps her with the sheet corner "love...i woulnt die quicker with you watching ya know"

She frowns irritably as she wakes swatting it away with her hand at first and then blinking at him then looking around. "Oh be quiet," she responds. She knows it is weak but there isn't really a strong come back from that.. he'd just caught her watching over him..

he lays still watching her "you creepy english woman...thanks though...looks like i have tea..." he squints at the side

Giving him a half hearted glare she looks around. "mm, so you do." She passes it over to him. "And I am not being creepy, I am on watch duty. One must be sure you do not use this as an excuse to get in and plunder the place."

"what am i going to do carry everything over my shoulder?...theres so few welsh about its all you damn english or the bloody scots"

"And a few Irish dotted about," she adds. "Need to watch those."

"ha yeah..." he looks at her "do you miss home?"

She nods lightly. "I do.. Not to say I would hurry to leave all of my friends here. I would also miss being able to visit them with ease. But I miss my family. I have Gan but, it is still quite lonely in this castle." She returns his look. She does not need to ask him the same think, he has already said enough on the matter and she would rather not have him visit old wounds again.

"guess you can visit soon enough though...although i have seen your sorry ass here most of the holidays...ditn you go back?" he rests back trying to relax

She smirks. The sleep must have done him some good if he's already back to insults. Even poor ones are something. "I did not no. My father had business to attend to and my mother was visiting in Germany. There seemed little reason to travel to see so little of either of them. He has promised to come here when he is done however. I look forward to it." She smiles out the window.

"aaaw damn...." he shrugs and obviously regrets it "uugh"

She would have thrown a response back but there is just something about taking on a sickly rival that just takes the fun out of it. It is an empty victory and she finds herself looking to him in concern instead. "Do you need the chamber pot?"

"no....I am...fine " he seems to slow in his movments eyes narrow slightly and he keeps very still

Having no way to help him she just gives him silence and space until he can settle himself again. She wonders about opening a window for him but does not want to give him a chill.

after a bit he lets out a breath that he might have been holding "ok ....ugh i hate that feeling"

"Hmm.." she hums. She can only imagine. "Would you like me to open a window?"

"hmm oh..its ok..at least i dont think it will make a diffrence" he stays looking at the ceiling "must have been nice growing up in a castle"

She nods still watching him worried. "I have a good life, albeit a cursed one. Safe.. secure.. In all honesty if it where not for my aunts determination that I interact with those of other races and classes I would likely have a mind similar to these walls. Stubborn and unbending to the ideas of things outside of them..."

"just need a cannon ball huh...your aunts good for that..." he has a soft smile on

"Heh, yeah she is something to be sure.. Though how she has the patience to put up with half of what happens in our school I do not know. "

"dunno...she tells me off lots..but she always has a way of turning things i guess..." he closes his eyes "guess i am a huge dissapointment"

"Only because of your apparent lack of faith in or care for yourself," she responds. "There is so much you are capable of yet you seem content to let yourself wallow in futility and despair."

his eyes move back to her at least "oooh ouch would not say it was that bad love"

She looks to him with raised brows. "No? Then what would you say it was?" she asks him.